happy birthday, dearest father.
happy mother's day, dearest mother.
somehow, i cant feel anything but pain.
im tired of everything. of all the shit that happened lately.
and what you said, what the both of you said brings me down. all the way down.
im sorry i cant be the daughter you want me to be.
i cant hold on anymore. i cant be strong anymore.
im losing grip.
im losing myself.
i.dont.wanna.live.