i miss you.
and i miss you.
the both of you could have come up with a better excuse for the complete silence. but no, you both gave the same fucking excuse. how cliche can it get?
you.
where are you now? you walked away just like that? i totally understand what you're going through. i may not be a big help but i tried. you made it look so easy, as if nothing happened. we both knew something happened along the way. and yes, i over-reacted. i jumped in too fast. that's my mistake and im sorry for that. i have no expectation at all. but at least be a friend? rather than running away. you gotta stop thinking and start believing. believe in yourself. believe in everything you do. let go of the past. you achieved something in life, a stable job. thats something to be proud of. be yourself and stop pretending.
and you.
and you.
nothing upset me more than your words. what you said the last time hurt bad enough. and now thats all you can say? i hate to accept the fact that im losing a friend. a friend that never fails to make me laugh. you may not be the best advisor, but you definitely know how to get me up on my own two feet. you're an encouragement though you may never know this. you always get me thinking and putting back my senses when im about to lose myself. i miss your companion. i miss the friendship. the way you act as if you dont care but i know you do. what happen to the promises we made? i may not be around much and maybe that made you doubt me but i have too much on my mind. and i wish i could tell you everything. i really wish i could. but you're far far away from me. you knew i wanted to talk. but you brushed me away. is that the way it is now? im trying here. maybe you should too. remember you said you never wanna hurt me? now's the time.
im disappointed. with the both of you.
im equally disappointed with myself too.
im so down but i cant cry. is this even worth my tears?
