I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
lying naked on the floor.
illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn.
I'm already torn.
and now I don't care, I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much.
there's just so many things that I can't touch.
I'm torn.
everyone has their own little secret. well, mine's not a secret anymore. maybe.. just maybe, this might change me. cause i dont wanna continue to be that girl i'hv always been.
and yes mel have low self esteem, so low that she look down to herself.
off the record,
bestest, you have no idea how much i treasure you. and im very much blessed to have a best friend like you.
thank you for today(:
(though terserempak-ing with ijan was like -____-)
mel, you'hv been hiding for too long.
and syaz, aku syg kau. sumpah.