its 2.48 am on hari raya and im losing the vibes.
because why?
because every other raya, at this time, the house would be noisy with the loud sound coming from the television and of course the laughers, or the very annoying 'you really dont wanna go geylang? really?' every 5 secs.
right now its so different. the house is so so quiet. and somehow, its not a pleasant quiet.
its hari raya for god sake! but i dont feel it because its different without the other family around.
whats worst is that my mum's not really well. ):
its such a pity that abg arif's busy with his production, auntie & uncle got to be in sabah and abg nadesh's married. ok its not a pity that he got married lah. haha he's finally married. still hard to believe but finallllyyyyyyyy. heh.
i miss them ):
the atmosphere here is so different and i said that 1001 times already.
and if they were here i'll have kak nina to help me with my hair or something.
speaking of which, practically everyone had a hairdo. but i dont ):
boring boring hair. i just might curl it later. at least something right? pffts.
omg im so sadddd, till i cant sleep though im shagged and sleepy.
and usually i cant sleep because my cousins wont allow me to, trying to convince me to go geylang and i just wont give in because i dont like the idea of being at geylang at this time. i'll prolly faint 5 mins after i reached.
and i'll only get to sleep when they're out to geylang or mustafa or they would just give up and join me sleep.
sighs ):
right now its so different. the house is so so quiet. and somehow, its not a pleasant quiet.
its hari raya for god sake! but i dont feel it because its different without the other family around.
whats worst is that my mum's not really well. ):
its such a pity that abg arif's busy with his production, auntie & uncle got to be in sabah and abg nadesh's married. ok its not a pity that he got married lah. haha he's finally married. still hard to believe but finallllyyyyyyyy. heh.
i miss them ):
the atmosphere here is so different and i said that 1001 times already.
and if they were here i'll have kak nina to help me with my hair or something.
speaking of which, practically everyone had a hairdo. but i dont ):
boring boring hair. i just might curl it later. at least something right? pffts.
omg im so sadddd, till i cant sleep though im shagged and sleepy.
and usually i cant sleep because my cousins wont allow me to, trying to convince me to go geylang and i just wont give in because i dont like the idea of being at geylang at this time. i'll prolly faint 5 mins after i reached.
and i'll only get to sleep when they're out to geylang or mustafa or they would just give up and join me sleep.
sighs ):
a month or so since the wedding and i just loveeeeeee this one.
so adorable(:
anyways, selamat hari raya everyone!
and i would like to seek forgiveness if i might have hurt you in any ways from hujung rambot to hujung kaki k. heh.
have a good day people :D
and me, i'll just go to bed, or at least i try to.
im missing the boyfriend too.
