NATHAN: Haley, we can't be apart like this. We need to be together. Always and forever.
NATHAN: I'm sorry, okay? I never wanted to hurt you, and I'm sorry for all the ways that I did.
HALEY: I know you're sorry. I know you don't want to hurt me. But I need to know that you're gonna be honest with me.
NATHAN: I promise.
HALEY: I need to know that you're gonna let me in, Nathan. I mean, all the way.
NATHAN: I will. Okay, I'll let you in. If that's what it takes, I'll let you in. It's just sometimes I'm afraid that if I do, you'll see the real me, the guy I was before you. I'm not proud of that person, the one that I used to be. But if I have to be that guy to keep you safe, then that's who I'm gonna be. Look, if you want me to apologize for defending you or for fighting back when somebody hurts you, then I can't do that. I won't do that, okay? Because the truth is that's a guy I'll never be, a guy that just stands by and watches while the world hurts you. Can you understand that?
HALEY: I can't.
NATHAN: Haley, you have to!
HALEY: No, I can't keep standing on one foot. So if there's more, I should sit down. But if you're done, then just take me home 'cause I'm tired and I miss you and I love you, every version of you.
the complication of love. yet it remained strong.
im back onetreehill-ing, btw. veryvery addictive.
and i just cant wait for this month to end.
i heard its quite a tough month for alot of people.
its been a long hard month for me, very very hard to be exact. so pls go away and never come back.
i wouldnt wanna say ramadhan cause it'll just be rude.
goodnight.
a week to go.
