oh wow its my 100th post. too bad im all moody.
no, actually i feel slightly better already. like 20% better. but still not helping. -____-
i think i need a private space.
a private space to vent everything out, say what i wanna say and type out a whole chunk of things that cross my mind. cause i think too much. sometimes, its way too complicated anyways.
but i cant do it here, its just not right.
i dont even know who reads my blog.
and people being humans, they always have something to say. always.
sighs. thats life. and life suck like that.
haha. im finally being expressive here.
half the time i would type a whole lot of shit and hit backspace all the way and then close the page.
yes, i dont express myself much, thats just me.
like how all this while i feel so bloody alone but i just shut up cause there's no one to blame.
and now it hits that level that i feel almost empty.
but i thank god for today cause i have my mother and my boyfriend and my bestfriend.
everyone's busy these days, with this and that but who could blame them?
even finaz is busy today. and of alllllllllll days, today!
the day i'hv been all excited for. ):
but i wont blame her. or anyone else too.
because why??? becauseeeeeee life suck like that. haha.
there goes my driving licence. ok im saying it like i cannot register some other day.
haha shuddup mel, kau kental.
i feel soooooooooooo much better letting this go. like 50% more to that 20% just now. haha.
and also because im chatting with naddy and lyn just called saying she might also buka with us
and and and im seeing my boyfriend later tonight (!!!!!!), after 9 looooooooong days. yeayyness!
ok so this might be the first and the last time im expressing so much, or too much here.
ironically, its my 100th post. heh.
the most dugaan month, where too much bad shit happen.
bad bad september.
but its gonna end pretty soon. and i hope everything ends along with it too.
i feel soooooooooooo much better letting this go. like 50% more to that 20% just now. haha.
and also because im chatting with naddy and lyn just called saying she might also buka with us
and and and im seeing my boyfriend later tonight (!!!!!!), after 9 looooooooong days. yeayyness!
ok so this might be the first and the last time im expressing so much, or too much here.
ironically, its my 100th post. heh.
the most dugaan month, where too much bad shit happen.
bad bad september.
but its gonna end pretty soon. and i hope everything ends along with it too.
