i prolly stared at this blank space for hours already, searching myself, searching for the words to type.
but nothing emerged, nothing but pain.
home do not feel like home anymore.
no more warmth. no more love.
where else do i go?
im losing myself, and im losing everything else.
to you, the Strength,
i'hv been waiting for someone like you, but you're slipping away in a blink of an eye.
the next thing i know you're.... single?
leaving me hanging like this? i dont feel i deserve this.
im just fine being with you, devoted or not.
i understand you'hv resposibilities, i accepted that..
or i would have just left you, a long time ago.
you mean that much to me, you mean the world to me.
and just so you know,
i do not want to lose you, i do not what to lose a special person like you.
everything is falling apart.
why must it all happen at the same time?
WITH THAT,
I'LL BE ON HIATUS.
