Without suffering there’s no compassion.
In love, it’s about what you give, not what you get.
- Henry Ward Beecher

i am such an egoistic person. maybe too egoistic for a girl.
and then im also sensitive. it comes out like i can hurt people, but people cannot hurt me.
now, i have to stop being an egoistic bitch and face the world.
what happened was a wake up call. a damn bloody big wake up call that fall flat on me, making me feel so small.
maybe it was me. the problem was me all along.
i have to mend myself in so many ways. and im going on a spiritual trip on my own.
or another option is to just cut my tongue and save my loved ones from the slash of pain they felt by me.
omg. i feel like a heartbreaker. ):
it might be a little too late. but i hope its not, for it is worth for.
i promise!
ps: im deeply sorry. and i'll do the best i can ok?
just a matter of time i hope.