and so i got myself a new sony w980. its nice to have something new and sexy to bring with me everywhere the next two years.
i should be all happy right now, grinning from ear to ear to finally get a new hp. and a really nice one too.
but.. im not. im feeling down.
and most of you might think 'huh? im all emo over a fone??'
but its not just a fone to me, its whats in the fone.
my msges, my msges that i couldnt save. 7 months worth of msges.
times like this, i would read some of it and realise im not really that broken. most of the truth lies in there, between those words.
words that keeps me going, keeps me hoping, bring a smile to my face..
words that tells me why im here, the reasons behind everything..
making me feel... whole.
and its all gone. ):
and i cant go back there. feeling what i felt when i had first read the msges.
its like i cant reminisce the moments.
i cant really describe it. it hurts too much.
as funny as it may sounds, thats what im feeling.
i'hv grown to be emotionally attached to it.
i guess its like what they say huh?
you'll only realise how much something means to you once its gone.
